Sunday, December 24, 2006
i went out with habib yesterday night at 1145. we thought we are going to watch the night in the museum but there's no any late night movie.we chatted up a lil bit under my voideck den we ahead to khatib macdonald's. we catch things up and we havent seeing ech otha bout 7 yrs.
Listen to what he said bout our friends and everybody had changed so much and i was damn hell shock about fazlee.Gross! never i expected fazlee that kind of sort and it was so disgusting. he was so decent back then and now he like a devil to me.never expected everybody had changed so much. we talked about everybody and all those R21 matters. this habib been telling me all sort kind of things and about the pub at katong. really gross about the hostesses who worked there.never i realised the hostess cud do that kind of things in public that younger than them.
i can see that habib dont feel comfortable with me and he dont look at my face when we talk. maybe everybody has grown up and we are not like we used to in secondary life.habib is still the same but he got a bike and his life really changed. he shared every thing with me.
Reached home nearly 3 and i cant sleep and thanked hi for sending me home. we messaging ech other till 4 plus when we end the msg that makes him hurt but ive no choice o ended that way.he was like in a dazed in lala land and i dont knoe to believed him. i know he been courting me since i broke up with my bf. on that time i dont trust him cause he full of jokes. he confessed everything and why not he confessed it when im not attatched. sucha waste but i dont think i can accept him. i dont think we can click even thou as a friend we still misjudging each other and argued about small stuff.
waiting ijal to get home to explaining everything. he called me at 5 plus and we quarelled about the stuff i shared with him in a friend of view.he still dont understand and dont know how to give a point of view and option.we had a tiff but we settled it.we hang up at 6 when his dad woke up to go to work. really tired and few days havent sleep well.about nenek in the hospital.i dont wish to talk about it. realising and forgetfull that today i supposed to come to work and get scolded by sherry. whatever lah. she been make up stories and i just dont give a damned at all. nak ckp,ckp lah.i already told you im lazy to work and about that zailani.atleast she msg me that she got replacement and atleast im afford to find a replacement rather than nothing. atleast she can reply me how can i knoe if she dont replied my msg.whatever lah minah malaysia. i dont clicked with that kind of person who's have lots of stories been talking ill about her staff. i know she talked behind my back about my performance and i dont give any heck.you wantto talk you talk all i know i been speaking the truth. upto her to belief or not. i just prayed that her child dontget cursed by others.
today is chrismas eve and everybody are eager to get to town. the whether are not so good this month of december.been raining every city in singapore but its nice cooling whether.i want to see the lights and the [erformance at town but im really lazy when ijal's are working. if not lazy i will ctach up with ida or zai whom i just knoe in msn.most probably im not going. i dont have the mood to dress up but got the mood to go.o cant wait to go shopping when my mum mood are ok. i really envy this guess wallet and wanting to buy it but i must to wait next month or today.next time i will ask my mum to buy bags from prada at paragon or feragamo. really nice. dont buy any guess stuff. my younger sis just bought a hp yesterday and im still thinking what shalli buy for next month. spect or laptop? i ask my dad and he say can. must wait. i really missed my dad.he wud be back in singapore on march next year.i cant wait to go to dubai and my dad been telling me dubai are alil bit like singapore but i bet its much more better than here. i cant wait g\for the unta riding and the skiii. hope he fine over there.
how i wished i can get a liposuction and skin treatments. goodbye for now.
