Monday, December 25, 2006
3.18 am.i cant sleep browsing on the net. its only 3 in the morning and ijal still working late for the chrismas eve. . if he would off today most probably we going out to town or esplanade to chill. now im waiting for him to call me once he reach home and he told me closing wud end at 6.
since the day im going out with habib i lost my mood and i kept thinking about the msg he send to me but weird why must i feel bad about it and lost my mood and why i keep thinking about him then my own bf.
i dont yawning or sleppy dont because i drink coffee.wtf! i still keep thinking about the msg. wtf wtf wtf...Grrr..sometime i wud think single life shud better and the other way round. been tied down with bf really suck and you must watched out yourslf and report all your strenght. going out must ask his permission if not life would be upside down with mouth to mouth with all those words that makes you stress and worst fighting about those matters.the more the longer in a relationship the more you can get stress and the more sweet stuff would be gone. caring and concerned will fade away and all you know is to bothered everything and you sicked and tired.
i dont know what type.pls just forget it....wtf wtf wtf..
