Thursday, December 28, 2006
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its really fun!!!
http://www.gagirl.com/quiz/quiz.html
They come.They go.some leave an impact and some just say "HI" and then leave. some are true and some are pretend to be. some leave when times are hard and some stay with you. this friendship things, is totally unpredictable and weirld.
all so suck and sorrow.
my bored right now!!!
wtf!!!
i dont now wad to do.
been chatting but still
boredom strike me!!
went to vivo city today. just looking around but none caught my attention. wanted the guess wallet thad day but i dont see any thad i want. saw a new bag and i told my mum the bag cooler than the other one.not so bulkyjust acceptable and presentable and the price cheaper than the other ones thad my sis bought.
Bro bought a everlast watch and a short sleeve t-shirt. i just cant wait to make a new spect. dont knoe which brand shud i buy and along with the budget. mum said thad maybe next month my dad come to singapore not on april.i cant wait...dad bought for us something and everyone gets it. i misse my dad...i really hope i can go Dubai for shopping spree..
between me and this dumb ass gone like a wind. i cant be bothered anymore. life is so sucked!!! not my fault why shud i apologising him and tell him my secret. if he cant wait not my problem. everybody hates to be force by someone thad so pathetic idiotic asshole..not me breakup our friendship.as long as i noe my bf loves me. if he likes me he wont forced me. i dunt give any damn as long they dont disturb my life.dont just botherd interfering my life. whom im goin to chose with not anyone business.
Yesterday mit those idiotic. when home at 4. tired with thier talking lame shit. my apprearance none of thier business im not using any of thier welfare or any shit thad got to do with them. no used apologising stil they making a lame jokes thad they dont realise who are they. hAha.. let them be...
i cant wait to check out the prada bag tomorrow.nyehas!!! hopefully ibu likes it then she will buy it and then i can use it...
went to vivo city today. just looking around but none caught my attention. wanted the guess wallet thad day but i dont see any thad i want. saw a new bag and i told my mum the bag cooler than the other one.not so bulkyjust acceptable and presentable and the price cheaper than the other ones thad my sis bought.
Bro bought a everlast watch and a short sleeve t-shirt. i just cant wait to make a new spect. dont knoe which brand shud i buy and along with the budget. mum said thad maybe next month my dad come to singapore not on april.i cant wait...dad bought for us something and everyone gets it. i misse my dad...i really hope i can go Dubai for shopping spree..
between me and this dumb ass gone like a wind. i cant be bothered anymore. life is so sucked!!! not my fault why shud i apologising him and tell him my secret. if he cant wait not my problem. everybody hates to be force by someone thad so pathetic idiotic asshole..not me breakup our friendship.as long as i noe my bf loves me. if he likes me he wont forced me. i dunt give any damn as long they dont disturb my life.dont just botherd interfering my life. whom im goin to chose with not anyone business.
Yesterday mit those idiotic. when home at 4. tired with thier talking lame shit. my apprearance none of thier business im not using any of thier welfare or any shit thad got to do with them. no used apologising stil they making a lame jokes thad they dont realise who are they. hAha.. let them be...
i cant wait to check out the prada bag tomorrow.nyehas!!! hopefully ibu likes it then she will buy it and then i can use it...
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
boredom strikes me!
fcuking bored at home.im the person who always stuck at home doing fcuking nothing. except when ijal around or his off day we would gone out going shopping or watch movie or gone to the lib.i dont have any closes friends since i got hitch with this irriatin guy who loves control my life. going out only with my work friends or ex classmates.
next month maybe going out with izzat having dinner outside.but i dont think ijal wud allowing me to see him.but i really wanted to go out with him like the past. having fun together and the smell of his hair turn me on. haha.
next month i got a new spect. i cant wait and cum along with new contct lens. i cant wait! yeeehas!!!
went to causeway point today watched Night in the museum with ijal. the show really great and worth to catch and the seat filling fast. maybe next we gonna catch the golden flower.
Bored today.
life like hell.
So fucked tup.
Argh!!!
Monday, December 25, 2006
3.18 am.i cant sleep browsing on the net. its only 3 in the morning and ijal still working late for the chrismas eve. . if he would off today most probably we going out to town or esplanade to chill. now im waiting for him to call me once he reach home and he told me closing wud end at 6.
since the day im going out with habib i lost my mood and i kept thinking about the msg he send to me but weird why must i feel bad about it and lost my mood and why i keep thinking about him then my own bf.
i dont yawning or sleppy dont because i drink coffee.wtf! i still keep thinking about the msg. wtf wtf wtf...Grrr..sometime i wud think single life shud better and the other way round. been tied down with bf really suck and you must watched out yourslf and report all your strenght. going out must ask his permission if not life would be upside down with mouth to mouth with all those words that makes you stress and worst fighting about those matters.the more the longer in a relationship the more you can get stress and the more sweet stuff would be gone. caring and concerned will fade away and all you know is to bothered everything and you sicked and tired.
i dont know what type.pls just forget it....wtf wtf wtf..
Sunday, December 24, 2006
i went out with habib yesterday night at 1145. we thought we are going to watch the night in the museum but there's no any late night movie.we chatted up a lil bit under my voideck den we ahead to khatib macdonald's. we catch things up and we havent seeing ech otha bout 7 yrs.
Listen to what he said bout our friends and everybody had changed so much and i was damn hell shock about fazlee.Gross! never i expected fazlee that kind of sort and it was so disgusting. he was so decent back then and now he like a devil to me.never expected everybody had changed so much. we talked about everybody and all those R21 matters. this habib been telling me all sort kind of things and about the pub at katong. really gross about the hostesses who worked there.never i realised the hostess cud do that kind of things in public that younger than them.
i can see that habib dont feel comfortable with me and he dont look at my face when we talk. maybe everybody has grown up and we are not like we used to in secondary life.habib is still the same but he got a bike and his life really changed. he shared every thing with me.
Reached home nearly 3 and i cant sleep and thanked hi for sending me home. we messaging ech other till 4 plus when we end the msg that makes him hurt but ive no choice o ended that way.he was like in a dazed in lala land and i dont knoe to believed him. i know he been courting me since i broke up with my bf. on that time i dont trust him cause he full of jokes. he confessed everything and why not he confessed it when im not attatched. sucha waste but i dont think i can accept him. i dont think we can click even thou as a friend we still misjudging each other and argued about small stuff.
waiting ijal to get home to explaining everything. he called me at 5 plus and we quarelled about the stuff i shared with him in a friend of view.he still dont understand and dont know how to give a point of view and option.we had a tiff but we settled it.we hang up at 6 when his dad woke up to go to work. really tired and few days havent sleep well.about nenek in the hospital.i dont wish to talk about it. realising and forgetfull that today i supposed to come to work and get scolded by sherry. whatever lah. she been make up stories and i just dont give a damned at all. nak ckp,ckp lah.i already told you im lazy to work and about that zailani.atleast she msg me that she got replacement and atleast im afford to find a replacement rather than nothing. atleast she can reply me how can i knoe if she dont replied my msg.whatever lah minah malaysia. i dont clicked with that kind of person who's have lots of stories been talking ill about her staff. i know she talked behind my back about my performance and i dont give any heck.you wantto talk you talk all i know i been speaking the truth. upto her to belief or not. i just prayed that her child dontget cursed by others.
today is chrismas eve and everybody are eager to get to town. the whether are not so good this month of december.been raining every city in singapore but its nice cooling whether.i want to see the lights and the [erformance at town but im really lazy when ijal's are working. if not lazy i will ctach up with ida or zai whom i just knoe in msn.most probably im not going. i dont have the mood to dress up but got the mood to go.o cant wait to go shopping when my mum mood are ok. i really envy this guess wallet and wanting to buy it but i must to wait next month or today.next time i will ask my mum to buy bags from prada at paragon or feragamo. really nice. dont buy any guess stuff. my younger sis just bought a hp yesterday and im still thinking what shalli buy for next month. spect or laptop? i ask my dad and he say can. must wait. i really missed my dad.he wud be back in singapore on march next year.i cant wait to go to dubai and my dad been telling me dubai are alil bit like singapore but i bet its much more better than here. i cant wait g\for the unta riding and the skiii. hope he fine over there.
how i wished i can get a liposuction and skin treatments. goodbye for now.
