Sunday, September 18, 2005
im not ok today, mood was upside down with emotional, anger, moody and so on. i dont know why what's wrong with me. No, no, no PMS today. everything is not right with me. if something hurt my mood and i started to cry like a crybaby. haiz, im reali2 sad seh but i dont know why. i avoid everybody and rejected the ringing phone and dear like an investigator and ask me this and that and he dont trust me. Mebbe dat makes me soooo moody.
Yest was a happy day for me thou i stayed in my house. Dear cum to my house quite late and he bought me and bro KFC and he bought me a gift, ADIDAS snowcap and i simply love it lagi2 from my dear bf and i bought him nothing for this month aniversary. dear play ps with bro and didnt stayed quite long cus its getting late and we chat thru phone quite late and i miss him badly yest night before goin to bed. hahhahaa...and i had a really bad bad dream....
Tmrw goin to poly again and ask f0r mc again cus my sore still the same.
ive no mood today and dear neglected me and didnt comforted me. haiz, i shud comfort myself then. till then. bye.
