Monday, May 23, 2005
ive no mood since yesterday night. i dunno what wrong with me today. i can really get pissed with my bf but i tahan jer. try to control my anger until i cant tahan i burst it out. i know u will think im not myself today. i dont why i can get really pissed talking with you and you can change my mood. please, dont ask me why. i dont have the answer with me and im not telling myself why. all i know u did nothing wrg mebbe dere's something wrg that both of us nvr knows abt it. argh. GO TO HELL LAH. you can do whatever you want and dont report strength to me. what can i do if u tell me. do u want me to clap hand that you will be back early or late. i haf no time for that. really. i dont know how to tell you. all i can do is blogging cause i know u will check mine blog. i know my this entry hurts you. yea, i noe i will keep hurting you. if u think im always hurt you, you can get out of life from now on. its no use to carry on this relationship if i keep hurting ur feelings. this is way i am and this is the way i do and this is the way i dislike ech otha but i will be ok later on. mebbe. or will not ok forever. i did tell you im not bored so dont telling me not to get bored. org nyer pasal lah nk boring ke tknk. i didnt burden you abt my boredom. i really hate to hear when turn to guys nag. fucking annoying and irritating. SO CAN SHUT UP YOU GUYS. you may think wadever you want cos i dont care fucking shit wad u thinking abt me. yes. im a bad girl. bad u can nvr judge by its own. so im telling you i will not celebrating my birthday this year, so dont ask me out. ive no time for birthday. cause i nvr celebrate my birthday all this year only wen i was a lil kiddy. fer me birthday party sucha hell fer me. i love present but i hate birthday. oh, yea..thnks fer the ring u gave it on the advance birthday. appreciate it bf. i can be sucha materialistic but only sometimes.
fuck fuck fuck lah.
ape nie..
asl ng aku..
nabei chibai lah...
outta here.
