Sunday, May 29, 2005
Yest was a fuckin damn tired at werk and i hardly breath. totally cramp and table we must to split up and some fuckin fussy guests. cant they see how busy we were and some more they're lotsa guests whu waiting to be seated and some of dem no initiative and unconsiderate. i heard frm indra today dat yest full house and they makes lotsa money reached up abt 7k. ard dere lah and the full timer congrats us fer the gd job we had done. hahak.
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today, was not so damn busy like yest atleast today i can move ard and takin orders. argh..life stress man. another person confessed feeling to me again. haiyah. heck care lah. i still love my irritating darling. no matter he so irrit i still need him. jgn kembang eh...
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tml, im off....can sleep late.
bubye.
Friday, May 27, 2005
jus bck frm werk today.
its like quite a long time i didnt update my entry. been busy this few day.
Tuesday 24/5
on my birthday. i have a great time wif bf even thou im lazy to go out wif you wif ma mood swing but i really enjoyed that day and i hate the last part. haha..kelakar seh.
erms..the day afta start werk alredy and ive no time fer my own now. i jus focus on my life werk.
haiya..tml i be werkin and will reach hm late. surely punyer..
okla.
bubye.
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Im 18th now..
legal in law.
yeah
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Happy Birthday to me'
Happy Birthday to me'
HapPY Birthday Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday to me..
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Thanks to all wishes me Happy Birthday.
haha..
touched when izzat sing happy birthday song
haha...
lols
thnks to bf he the first one whu wishes me.
Monday, May 23, 2005
Im so happie.
my mum n lil sis bck frm jb.
they bought me a present..
geees...
i lioke..
mum bought me a book and lil sis give me a big chocolates.
im so happie..
ok ok..now i dont hate her because she bought me a present..
and one more thing
the 2 lil kids staying over my house tonight.
so cute the baby jus 1 month plus and
the bro so active.
haha..
enjoy myself today.
woohoo.
bye.
ive no mood since yesterday night. i dunno what wrong with me today. i can really get pissed with my bf but i tahan jer. try to control my anger until i cant tahan i burst it out. i know u will think im not myself today. i dont why i can get really pissed talking with you and you can change my mood. please, dont ask me why. i dont have the answer with me and im not telling myself why. all i know u did nothing wrg mebbe dere's something wrg that both of us nvr knows abt it. argh. GO TO HELL LAH. you can do whatever you want and dont report strength to me. what can i do if u tell me. do u want me to clap hand that you will be back early or late. i haf no time for that. really. i dont know how to tell you. all i can do is blogging cause i know u will check mine blog. i know my this entry hurts you. yea, i noe i will keep hurting you. if u think im always hurt you, you can get out of life from now on. its no use to carry on this relationship if i keep hurting ur feelings. this is way i am and this is the way i do and this is the way i dislike ech otha but i will be ok later on. mebbe. or will not ok forever. i did tell you im not bored so dont telling me not to get bored. org nyer pasal lah nk boring ke tknk. i didnt burden you abt my boredom. i really hate to hear when turn to guys nag. fucking annoying and irritating. SO CAN SHUT UP YOU GUYS. you may think wadever you want cos i dont care fucking shit wad u thinking abt me. yes. im a bad girl. bad u can nvr judge by its own. so im telling you i will not celebrating my birthday this year, so dont ask me out. ive no time for birthday. cause i nvr celebrate my birthday all this year only wen i was a lil kiddy. fer me birthday party sucha hell fer me. i love present but i hate birthday. oh, yea..thnks fer the ring u gave it on the advance birthday. appreciate it bf. i can be sucha materialistic but only sometimes.
fuck fuck fuck lah.
ape nie..
asl ng aku..
nabei chibai lah...
outta here.
back again. sorry, been busy lately i have no time to update my blog. since sch hols been busy with my werk life now. my life really been occupied now. totally no time for my own.
Yesterday, is vesak day so quite busy during lunch and dinner time. im not in the pantry anymore, im doing service now. i miss doing the pantry..urgh..new ppl coming to werk, my bf friend, bak. he now take over my job. ive really enjoyed my werk yest. having a great time with my two captain esp the cheeky gurmit. i broke chili bottle during cleaning up. im telling you so paiseh.. haha..its like dat lah. our werkplace alwys break thing tk pernah tk pernah. haha..u understnd my sentence? nvm..
today, im off...im fucking bored rite now and fucking to hear the bird chip chip outside the living room. since 2 days the lil birdie in my house. thnks, to my youngest sis. she's and my dad knows im afraid of the birds still they bought the bird home. mcm reason2 drg kasi. geram seh. i told my sis i hate her so much cus she bought the bird home. i say i wont belanja her wen i get my pay. heh heh. den i say tml is my birthday there's two ppl whu nvr grant my wish. my bro asked whu i say one is my dad whu doest want to buy fer a new spect fer me. he alwys say nanti2..another one i say is my sis..guess wad my wish?? get the birdie out from this house. my sis laff. i scolded her why she laff..she say its funny abt my wish. den i say dont laff is not funny ok..im serious. selagi ko tak pulangkan itu burung selagi tu aku benci ko..ko fikir kelakar pe. diam babi..den my brother laff...ape lagi bingit seh. my bro ask me wad i do if he give me dat bird. i say aku tarik bird2 ko...my mother laff..hahhaa
ive no mood today.
unintended kept playing on mind.
outta here.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Today, exam were so suck in my ass. first paper was totally such a fcuk to me. i dont even remember how the wadever thingy dat i had learnt. actually i dont studied for my milling and i did studied for my grinding. last min studied. i tink i screw my online exm. uRgh!!!
there's one more thing im stressed about my PAY!!! i havent get my pay..oh shit. such a troublesome werking in Raffles Hotel. yea. you must keep your pink and white voucher before the pay cum and you need to ask your manager and the security to sign it. wasnt, dat so troublesome??? when i can get my pay..i nid my pay for this month cus im goin to celebrate my birthday this month. no money no fun seh! really...stress siak..
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
today im having a great time wif darl. he accompany me today to my werk place fer awhile den we go jln2 ard cityhall and town. Thnks, darl fer the day today.... a wonderful time for me. as we walked to town we talk horny together even i hate to hear the horny voice u make. i want to puke man. hahaha.but its so funny u make the horny faces and voices. hahhaha...
really, im having a great time today. u makes me laff and crazie with your horny thingy. hahhaa. even i feel fcukup wif my pay and that fucking liars. i noe u r happie abt dat incident.
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ok, i tell you wad happened jus now in town. i saw this fucking guy outside intimately wif a girl. he telling me his single and yest he told me that today he will be werking. oh well, i believe him i nvr tod he wud lie to me all this while been knowing him. i didnt know why he telling lies to me and keep telling himself single if not he's single why i saw him so loving couple gituk. bf eager to knows whu dat fucking liar all this while. wen jus now i saw him outside wisma i said " eh tu, @!##, eh tu !@###... eh, dier ckp dier keje? eh, ah ah lar itu dier" so loving couple gituk..i recognised his shoes. whoa, wads the point he so secretive abt his statues between us just a fwen and why he telling fucking lies to me..darl, keep annoying to keep his attention but luckily i pulled my bf jus to ignored dat fucking shit guy. im quite hurt he lie to me. oh, wadever lar..i still have my swit bf wif me. love him so much..ni lar...allah nk tunjuk kan abt him....
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tml, exm and i havent studied my revision book. urgh, mcm gini mcm kene overnight till night. argh..
wish luck by myside tml...
Monday, May 16, 2005
today, is our 4th month relationship. i tod going 3 month but bf told me is 4 month. hahak. yes, is truth our 4th month relationship. i check the calender. hahak. i dont bothered to check it out and count it out. org tue2 ckp tk bgs. so i dont bothered at all.
today, we do revision together. i dont do my revision, i cant concentrate at all. afta that we catch a movie den we chill outside the civic. ok, im telling you at first is a great day for us but turn up badly in the end. wasnt that rite, bf??? u agree with me rite? oh, wadever lar.
wtf, i dont get my pay. fcuk man. i really hope i get my pay tml once i gave my bank bk to dem and they activate my account. fcuk lar...
Sunday, May 15, 2005
i broke my spect..
boo hoo hoo..
such so pathetic wen my mum glue it up..
argh.
i felt so lethargic wen got home yesterday. i reached home ard 2 am. yesterday, was so tiring day for me afta bck frm werk and 1hr plus in the van and my bump really hurt and i keep puling my pants and tossing. really uncomfortable. i dropped first afta izzat mebbe the pakcik driver know its getting late if he send the guys first so he didnt send who stayed marsiling.
reached home take my shower. peaceful morning bathing and the water so cold. its really nice.
today is my day off. yesterday, werking fer 8hrs and quite packed wit d guess and yest closing quite early frm last wk and still i wait fer the transport at 1230. heh heh. i really hope i get my pay this month. urgh!
okay, today sunday. nuthing much to do. watching tv or taking a nap. haha..getting fatter day by day. i gain more weight. my bf told me last 2 days im getting fat! oh wdever, dont leave me wen im fat and ugly. heh heh.
exam nxt wk and i havent started to do revision. monday goin out to study with darl and goin window shopping. i really hope my pay on mon den the more merrier monday day out with darl. yeah, my birthday coming soon this month. i cant wait to be legal 18. hope the most happier day on my birthday.
outta here.
bubye.
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Argh.
its like been few days im thinking abt you.
i dunno wads wrg with me and wads wrg with you and both of us.
you know what i really hate this shit matter.
i noe im wrong for telling lies to you.
im so sorry. i mean it.
its like you going getting away from me.
i noe why.
my situation right?
my eyes are looking everywhere for you.
but you are not seen anywhere.
my heart ache.
so do you mean all that words about me?
i really hope so.
i really wish we have the both feeling toward ech otha.
yea..
oh please,
dont leave me.
i want to save friendship.
i want to look into your eyes.
you round eyes and your grin.
your shyness in your face
when im looking at you.
oh god, i want that moments again.
please god help me.
im crying
im begging
please...
*i dun give a fark. so whoever read this you must asking who im referring to? sorry, no matter what you guys want to knoe i cant tell whu the person are. im just pouring my heart to this entry to relieved myself. i really hope you guys pray for me to save my friendship with this person.
suddenly i feels so sad.
i dunno wad wrg wif me.
i dont wish to talk to anybody now.
really hurt wen i read that tagboard frm someone blog.
now i noe ur true colour.
all these while you been lying to me.
yeah..farking lies all this shit i noe you.
now i feels regret for trusting ur words all this while.
farking asshole.
i jus waiting fer the day to come.
yeah. i cant wait for it you suckers.
back.
sorry for not updating this few days. lazy lah. heh heh.
i change my blog skin and my otha skin share wif my bf.
many time i change my bf blog skin. he doesnt like previous one. haha.
i noe quite messy. hopefully he likes it or not i nid to change it again and again.
i spend one whole day changing the skin and now he sleeping infront of his laptop.
haiyo, i nid comment from him and now he slpping. aper lah.mcm snake lar.
exam next wk and i havent started to revise my 2 module. urgh.
i hate exm. luckily online exm or else i screw the exm paper into pieces. stress punya pasal.
i really hope exm as chicken mc nugget no no hamburger, alah wadever lah eh.
today, im happy at sch. heh heh. bf lyn my crapness. heh heh.
haha. we both talk so horny ech otha. he lah started it first den we drag it. haha.
lols. i ask him to make horny face den pervert face den he go talk horny to me. its quite funny and i laff alots. thnks fer cheering up my day. we end sch early dere nuthing much to do in sch. thnks mr herman.
tml is my last day coming to sch. nxt wk only on exm time we must attend to sch. that mean i can werk longer time and werk more for extra earns. yea. yabedabedoo...
Monday, May 09, 2005
today sch were so slacked. dere's nuthing to do at all cos we had finish all the chapter and practical project and once again i skipped my practical. after sch we catch a movie. we watched coach carter. man, i love that movie to the max. really its nice to watch it. yeah.
and now im sick. boo hoo hoo. im so tired.
outta here.
Sunday, May 08, 2005
ok now. im super tired and super sleppy. 5.16 am. whoa..now i feels the sleppyness in me.
reached home at 1.40 am take shower cause im having a bad rashes all over me and my face especially my lip.
today werking hectic and busy all along. doin pantry theres alots need to be settle. clean the culleries, clean the pantry area, top up the stock, in and out to take the glass, order and many more lah and one more thing you must to be fast and organise thing smoothly add one more do closing. argh. but i nvr give up on this job its quite challeging.
late fer werk today. waiting fer my fwen. haiyo. but i dont mind. heh heh. i telling my manager i having a sch in the morning dats why im late and reuperd care abt me he ask me to rest first and have a drink. hehe. now i can get along wif 2 malay guys in my restaurant. yan tml is the last day fer him....
but its really great werking at Raffles Hotel there lotsa story behind it and making new friends. even the aunty dishwashes and the security guard and the ang moh's. really lah enjoyed werking dere.
Sara advised me dont go break alone or wadsoever. banquet girl is like one of a kind who own this Raffles hotel. she noticed it 2 malay girls staring at me. i dont give a fark or wadsoever they want to stare, stare lar, yea. this is wad i hate bein malay. malay mcm sial. tk gune. besar maner jer. fark lah those malay girls. not only outside waiting fer the bus in the toilet too. i dont care they look at me no body perfect jus pretending you dont see them. muke lawa perangai buruk buat ape kan. low class bitch!
im sleppy now. bye.outta here.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
tired.tired.tired.
now im free can blogging and surf da net. i miss my comp very much. now, hardly use the comp busy wif sch and werk.
Werk.
werking at seah st a such new experience for me and quite fun lar. the crew quite friendly thou im new there and thnks to jenny she helped me lots in the pantry. sarah, get to know her yest, she's a punjabi and i tot she's eurasian and she love we called her eurasian girl. Mas, a super friendly and too bad yest her last day weking SSD. =( Ruperd, a malay-chi guy, oklah. yan, a malay guy who pleased im werking dere. many lotsa more lah.
yest, reached home ard 1 plus. luckily dere's a transport and friend staying north side. super tired lotsa customer yesterday. 2 day of werk fyne fer me and really hope today not so packed and get new friends. heh heh. today werking 3 11. argh. mebbe transport again.
to my bf. thnks fer sending me to werk yest. mis ya lots. sorry, cant go to werk wif ya im goin wif my new friends. thnks. we hardly see each otha now hope u understand. jumpe hari2 tk bgs. haha. thnks.
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
School today as per normal like otha day and half way cabut practical. tmrw starting werk. gees. i really hope the environment nice and i adapt to it and enjoy werking there.*pray hard*...
i miss my bf so much...
muacks..
School today as per normal like otha day and half way cabut practical. tmrw starting werk. gees. i really hope the environment nice and i adapt to it and enjoy werking there.*pray hard*...
i miss my bf so much...
muacks..
