Sunday, April 03, 2005
urgh.
i donno why i was so tense. i mean tense up and getting into my nerve and its gonna blow up one day. i donno why i feel this way and my whole body so aching and so rimas. i tried getting myself to sleep and relax my mind. it wouldnt work either. i donno what to do. am i under despressed or watever with it! blah! urgh. quite annoying wen i feel this way.
Ard noon meet my bf but i dont feel like meeting him even thou i miss him. hak. i dont know why i react this way. i can get pissed off easily with ppl ard me. yeps, especially who makes me feels so fark up and uncomfortable to my eye. Eee, i dunno why i feel this way. Faizal, say i need a anger management. haha. mebbe. how gd if my house near to the beach and i can shout everything out. loud as i can. haha. too bad. if HDB can makes noise surely i will scream my lung out. haha. but luckily cant or else the resident think im crazy. haha. but i dont cares what ppl think of me atleast i feel relieved that fine with me. haha. but i didnt did that.
theres alot of things playing on my mind. i mean everything happen in this world. yah. im not a person who can share problem with anyone. a minor problem i shared with my mum and ppl i comfortable with. i can settle my own thing but it takes time. i nid to make myself occupied and busy. yea. tmrw schooling and get busy with friends and hopefully tmrw my mood not spoilt.
erms. did i make a right choice and a right path? i really confused. yah, this entry tk kene mengene with my tense up. i really hope this is my right path to my next day and so on. a right choice for me and it didnt hurt me one day. insyallah.
till here,
bye.
i donno why i was so tense. i mean tense up and getting into my nerve and its gonna blow up one day. i donno why i feel this way and my whole body so aching and so rimas. i tried getting myself to sleep and relax my mind. it wouldnt work either. i donno what to do. am i under despressed or watever with it! blah! urgh. quite annoying wen i feel this way.
Ard noon meet my bf but i dont feel like meeting him even thou i miss him. hak. i dont know why i react this way. i can get pissed off easily with ppl ard me. yeps, especially who makes me feels so fark up and uncomfortable to my eye. Eee, i dunno why i feel this way. Faizal, say i need a anger management. haha. mebbe. how gd if my house near to the beach and i can shout everything out. loud as i can. haha. too bad. if HDB can makes noise surely i will scream my lung out. haha. but luckily cant or else the resident think im crazy. haha. but i dont cares what ppl think of me atleast i feel relieved that fine with me. haha. but i didnt did that.
theres alot of things playing on my mind. i mean everything happen in this world. yah. im not a person who can share problem with anyone. a minor problem i shared with my mum and ppl i comfortable with. i can settle my own thing but it takes time. i nid to make myself occupied and busy. yea. tmrw schooling and get busy with friends and hopefully tmrw my mood not spoilt.
erms. did i make a right choice and a right path? i really confused. yah, this entry tk kene mengene with my tense up. i really hope this is my right path to my next day and so on. a right choice for me and it didnt hurt me one day. insyallah.
till here,
bye.
