Thursday, March 31, 2005
hello...
back to blogging and update again.
sorry, been busy nowadays since school reopen no time for blogging and yesterday i tod to update my blog but its under maintenance. so now i can update my entry.
Well, im quite happy because i start my workpiece 4. mostly i do it by myself and i know how to generate the grinding machine not like the last term. begging for help from haikal. yah, but i prefer milling than grinding even though grinding quite easier but still i prefer milling. Grinding quite slow and need patience. to hell with that. i awlys cut more than 2 lines. really, so that i wont feel sleepy.
im quite pissed today with my friend so called buddy in pratical time. yah, its so many times i tried myself to be patience with it. now, i really cant take it and everbody blamed me, i mean the bunch of guys. even in joking ways but tgk la tempat. im so tired and sleppy and they blamed me. guy still guys. stoopid bunch of guys. can say im totally angry and pissed with my buddies. if he really put it and lazy to put back doesnt means he can put the things on my machine and hide it. if he's the one put it dont blamed on me la even that my machine. all, i noe i didnt use that diamond dresses and keep blaming on me. who will not get pissed right? i noe im quite sensitive about that matter even to guys its a small matter to get angry. really, this is my first time angry with my schmates since i step in ite since last year. but i ferget it. what past is past. but one thing im quite hurt they never apologise to me. yah. but nvm. i noe guys its hard for them to say sorry to girls. cos they are ego. im ok wen i started to cry. its a relieved way to cool myself down. my weakness wen someone console me and asking why...haha..im ashamed crying infront of the aunty burger and to rus and hafiz. how pathetic i am. haha.
im fully ok wen my bf by my side. i cannot someone carressed my back to cool down. from there im angryness gone away. hahaha....nah, stop it. too much u peeps to noe what is my weakness.
i eat alots today. urghh.
