Thursday, March 24, 2005
Argghh,
upset . annoyed . despressed . confused .
i dunno who to share with who really understand me. yah, only him above knows how i feel. im not a kind of person like to share problem with anyone not even my closest fwens only my mum's. im comfortable with her but not all of my problems. my happiness my sadness only my diary's knows but diary cant help me. only crying makes me feels better. crying is only helps me least my burden. so, crying is good for us if we got problem. yah. i dunno why i feels so sad without reason and i dunno why im crying. argh. so stressed up.
Bie, im sorry abt just now. yah. wrong timing. yah. i dunno why i cant share problems with you. its hard fer me to put up a sentence and open my mouth and telling all shit of my problem. and i cant hear ur soft voice wen you askin me why. you makes me worsen and ur voice really makes me cry into tears. so, thats why i ask you to call me wen u get bck home.. and im not ready to share with you. mebbe its takes time. if you get sick and tired of me. im sorry. you noe what im gonna to say.
i dunno how to sae to faizal that i cannot turn up next friday. i understand my bf feels. so, i dun mind. but, how am gonna to tell him even in msn i dont dare to tell him. how coward i am. make to much excuses since den. nvr mind. next thur i will call him. hope he understand. hopefully.
argh.received many private calls today. jus cant stop ringing. quite annoying. totally annoying. i dunno whos that caller are. i really hope you tell me who you are and stop it and stop using web smses. im not interested with anyone right now. so, just fuck off and out of my life. stop pestering me. fuck3. asshole. if my prepaid still can msg. i will msg you back asshole.
hey peeps, im sorry. im a bit down. so, sorry about my harsh words. yea.
i nid help from you peeps and do tag me kay. can you forget your first love?
signin off.
