Thursday, March 31, 2005
hello...
back to blogging and update again.
sorry, been busy nowadays since school reopen no time for blogging and yesterday i tod to update my blog but its under maintenance. so now i can update my entry.
Well, im quite happy because i start my workpiece 4. mostly i do it by myself and i know how to generate the grinding machine not like the last term. begging for help from haikal. yah, but i prefer milling than grinding even though grinding quite easier but still i prefer milling. Grinding quite slow and need patience. to hell with that. i awlys cut more than 2 lines. really, so that i wont feel sleepy.
im quite pissed today with my friend so called buddy in pratical time. yah, its so many times i tried myself to be patience with it. now, i really cant take it and everbody blamed me, i mean the bunch of guys. even in joking ways but tgk la tempat. im so tired and sleppy and they blamed me. guy still guys. stoopid bunch of guys. can say im totally angry and pissed with my buddies. if he really put it and lazy to put back doesnt means he can put the things on my machine and hide it. if he's the one put it dont blamed on me la even that my machine. all, i noe i didnt use that diamond dresses and keep blaming on me. who will not get pissed right? i noe im quite sensitive about that matter even to guys its a small matter to get angry. really, this is my first time angry with my schmates since i step in ite since last year. but i ferget it. what past is past. but one thing im quite hurt they never apologise to me. yah. but nvm. i noe guys its hard for them to say sorry to girls. cos they are ego. im ok wen i started to cry. its a relieved way to cool myself down. my weakness wen someone console me and asking why...haha..im ashamed crying infront of the aunty burger and to rus and hafiz. how pathetic i am. haha.
im fully ok wen my bf by my side. i cannot someone carressed my back to cool down. from there im angryness gone away. hahaha....nah, stop it. too much u peeps to noe what is my weakness.
i eat alots today. urghh.
Saturday, March 26, 2005
upset.
urgh, nvm. im glad someone makes me happy and occupied my boredom. thank hafiz. yah, ur jokes turn my bored to turn up be laughing like a mad girl. thanks friend. i tink i need ur jokes right now. so that i will ferget about everything in my mind right now. but i noe u mus be sleeping. haha. nvm. i think i need to cheer myself up. doesnt mean im smiling our laughing i happy. dont judge by my outside.
ok. bye.
Friday, March 25, 2005
march holiday totally suck up my life.
i cant wait fer school reopen. -y i p e e- get busy and having fun with sch mates and kick my ass ard the sch. whoa. yea! oh shit! i havent done my sch project. oh shit. shit! yea, full of shit! urgh...stoopid topic and stoopid project. i hate project. urgh. how, i wish i had done my project and get more info abt alien and UFO's. who d heck choose that topic huh? er. nvm. blamed the teacher instead and subject. @#$##%%
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Argghh,
upset . annoyed . despressed . confused .
i dunno who to share with who really understand me. yah, only him above knows how i feel. im not a kind of person like to share problem with anyone not even my closest fwens only my mum's. im comfortable with her but not all of my problems. my happiness my sadness only my diary's knows but diary cant help me. only crying makes me feels better. crying is only helps me least my burden. so, crying is good for us if we got problem. yah. i dunno why i feels so sad without reason and i dunno why im crying. argh. so stressed up.
Bie, im sorry abt just now. yah. wrong timing. yah. i dunno why i cant share problems with you. its hard fer me to put up a sentence and open my mouth and telling all shit of my problem. and i cant hear ur soft voice wen you askin me why. you makes me worsen and ur voice really makes me cry into tears. so, thats why i ask you to call me wen u get bck home.. and im not ready to share with you. mebbe its takes time. if you get sick and tired of me. im sorry. you noe what im gonna to say.
i dunno how to sae to faizal that i cannot turn up next friday. i understand my bf feels. so, i dun mind. but, how am gonna to tell him even in msn i dont dare to tell him. how coward i am. make to much excuses since den. nvr mind. next thur i will call him. hope he understand. hopefully.
argh.received many private calls today. jus cant stop ringing. quite annoying. totally annoying. i dunno whos that caller are. i really hope you tell me who you are and stop it and stop using web smses. im not interested with anyone right now. so, just fuck off and out of my life. stop pestering me. fuck3. asshole. if my prepaid still can msg. i will msg you back asshole.
hey peeps, im sorry. im a bit down. so, sorry about my harsh words. yea.
i nid help from you peeps and do tag me kay. can you forget your first love?
signin off.
holla peeps,
haha..hoho..hehe..ok2, stop it fau. blueks. haiz, i dunno what to do actually. bored . nah, i dunno how to cover up my day today so dat i wont get bored. hehe. get tired of reading and mebbe im gonna to rent another book. yah. the betta ones.
Linda going to be aunty. yea.happy for her. her sis in law pregnant . wasnt that so wonderful get pregnant and had cute babies and stay beside with our loves one. oh, that sweet. hehee. mebbe, one day im gonna to get thru with that life in future. whoa. had a happy families and laws too. hehee. stop, ya dreaming fauziah. its a long way to go.
yesterday, having a great time with Bie. yeps. we watched the Hitch at PS. the movie wasnt that bad. haha. hilarious. im having a great time with him. hehee. but nvr expected turn up so bad that night. rashes on my face. urgh, quite pathetic. mebbe, the nachos and the cheese turn my day upside dwn and makes me so worried abt it .my first and the last i ate that thing kay. yah. thnks, dear fer sending me home. appreciate it so much u stubbrn bie. sygg u...so hows ur neck dear? ok? haha..mebbe that the last one. yah. dont keep pestering me and gaga over me here. having a wonderful night with you. muacks. yah, hope you had wonderful day today at sentosa.
and to huda, im so sorry dear i cant meet you that night. yah, its late and my dad ring me up to get home asap. yah, and sorry again for not calling you when i gets home. im so tired huda. yah, hope you understand and you are ok. im worry about you when you tell me the problem and im abt to cried when u r crying over there. yah, luckily bie beside me. or else im crying too in the train. i feels so bad not at ur side when you nid my help and comfort you dear. so, hows thing going on? ok? love u girl.
my last words
i love you gf's.
ps: bie, dont get jealous...
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
im bored. bored. and bored.
Jus now im having a great with ibu and sisters. haha. yah, u can see from the pics we took. ahah. we forced ibu to makes funny face. of course she dont want to do that in the public. haha. my sis keep pestering her and last she do it. haha. i loves u ibu. hehee. we headed to Ljs take our lunch so called dinner lah. yep. hajat dah tercapai.
i saw an-nur today. my friend ex. coincidently. haha. he still recognise me. so swit of him still remember me. yah. we chatted for awhile cos mom and sis waiting for me. i didnt bring my hp along so he saved my no instead. yep. i asked him hows ida. they nvr contact ech otha. how pity. yah. she's dont noe how to apprciate a gd guy like him. its hard to find a gd chap like annur in this world. if, i were a girl i appciate annur. yah. he do watever fer his love ones and he's a nice guy with decent looks alwys helping his mum and sibling. doest that so swit and responsibles. yeps. hehehe...but i got one alredy. yeps, and i love him so much. hope, he wont hurt me. yah...
Faizal, ask me out..hahhaa...im agreed with it but havent promised him yet. hopefully, dear let me out with him next friday. im happy, we both are best friend now. no revenge between us. and i hope he and siti be couple. hehe..insyallah.
Actually i dunno what to sae here. bf oppss, dear ask me to update my blog about yesterday. yes. yesterday. erms, having a sooo great time with you dear. yah. hope, we can spent time together again. heh heh. yeps.
ok ok. ysterday, we hang out to my fav hang out. esp. yah. i like the senery over there. its so beautiful esply during the night. yea. thnks, darlx fer having my side yesterday. love you so much mr spiderman. heh heh.
bye.
Sunday, March 20, 2005
-b o r e d o m-
i shake my leg.
my finger knocking.
my mouth open.
my lips moving.
my eyes blinking.
my mind running.
that shows im boring.
hey, well one day i been blogging so many times. nyahha..hmm, im a lil bit down and bored tonight. i dunno why sumtimes i felt dat im really down. mebbe, his back again. yah. cum on please get a life and stop asking me. i tink you knew it but u pretended you dont know anything. oh well. what a great actor huh! please lah, move on to your life lah. i cant help you even i can, i still wont help you. doesnt used if u recall that memories im still the same the stubborness in myself. please, i hate your voice that sighness in you. im happy with my life right now. i tink you shud noe that. i had repeat it so many times and please dont cover your ears. im begging you. please leave me alone and stop that memories. yah. im glad you had make me happy before. but that was before not now. im happy rite now with him. yah. u noe that. u had seen us so many times. our best friend like you. u noe that. so accept her lah. what are you waiting for. oh well, now you are asking forgiveness that you had done before. i told ya, i forgive you from the day you says those words. forgive and forget but i will never forget what you had done. yah. even for awhile it still worthwhile. thanks. so, please leave me alone. feeling for you had really gone frm my heart that was long ago. yah. so. i really wish im happy with him now and forever. and i really hope you makes me happy and stay by my side alwys to comfort me when im down. nvm. haha. but too bad fauziah. yah. haha. mebbe im ok tml. yah.
i jus nid to be alone now. i off my hp and i just need a peace. argh. so anything jus tag me or msg me.
bye.
woohoo~getting better now. just there a lil of cough + phlegm and flu. im ok with it. not like yesterday, nearly lost my voice and weak. one whole day i was sleeping after taking my medicine. Feeling better now jus in the morn having a slight fever. But now im half recover. yeah. my metabolic getting low mebbe im getting old. ahakz. Going to be legal 18 soon. hehehe. Cant wait for that day. hopefully my birthday the greatest day i ever had the most memorial day for me, my wishlist. haha. isnt dat so early to think of my birthday wish now.ahak. Hopefully my dad granted my wish, my birthday present. hopefully. hehee.
i read my friend blog. i really wish her relationship last long. Gosh, that bitch still exist i tot she said she's goin to london this year. Oh, well what a big fat liar. Last week i chatted with her at msn. i want to know what her motives actually and i wanna to noe the truth. I ask her izit true she call faezah and tried to threaten her. Well, she denied it. oH well. i ask her again then she says is up to me to believe faezah or not. of course i believe my friend. But i dunno why she's keep pestering my friend. i did ask her why she's says my fwen d one who snatch hafidz frm her and i tink she's angry with me. so i appologise to her. so, i change the topic. DuH..she's never change. she's said that she getting engage this yr mebbe ard june. i dunwan to expected to much frm her. she's used to backstab me wen i was with her. duh, i dunwan to be a victim again. that's enuf of me to be nice with her and trust her all the while wen am her bestfwen. and enuf and enuf of it. ppl intend to get advtg on me when i treat them gd. yah. i really hope she's recover frm her sickness. girls, u noe wad i mean rite? faezah, sabar jer...phm2 lah..dier tu tkle lyn sgt.
i really hope u and hafidz doing fine kay....=)
As the day barely breaks,I can see my own fate,There is no chance for me to hide,It will find me in due time,I close my eyes and pretend I can't see,And act as if you don't truly love me,I try to believe it's not true,But in the back of my mind I know you love me,I dream of your touch every night,I always see your face in the moonlight,Your touch sets my mind at ease, it relaxes me,It doesn't matter how much I deny it, you do love me,I imagine the day we are one,When I can look into the eyes of our new born son,I can see the day the wedding bells ring,Shhhh, I can almost hear the angels sing,I sit back and watch time go by,Knowing one day you will be mine,Ok fine I am in love,But no one needs to know but you, me, and the man above.
*a poem i found from someone blog.
Attention:
Please buck up urself and be original
Saturday, March 19, 2005
i cant get to sleep and i sick and tired of my coughing and flu. damn irritating but just bear with it. my own sickness no one can help me only medicines can cure me.
im bored . jus now nuthing to do before i on the comp. jus slacking on the bed after i reach home from supermarket. i had a bad cough and i felt so dizzy at the supermarket. When i gets home only thing in my mind is my bed. i didnt help ibu to clean up the things we bought. heh heh. when i cough my chest can be quite painful. i told ibu about it and she's said i didnt eat my medicines. yah..i alwys ferget to take it and sumtimes mlsssss...heh heh...what to do...im a lazy girl thats me...
laying on the bed i called my sis and i gave her a maths trick..hehheh..hafiz gave it to me on thursday. haha..many ways he tricks me and my bf also tag-team with dem. haiz he's think his a david blaine. haha...close my eyes lah. draw on the walls lah and watsoever. and i still cant gets the trick even sumone had teach me before. Gundu me. When going home den my bf taugh me the tricks. haha..superslow. and now i taugh my sis. stoopid bro he alwys noe everything. wen i ask him wads the trick he cant explained..like yah yah only...
in the morning, having much fun. we take our breakfast outside not in the sch. we headed to causeway point Mac. i ordered hotcakes as usual wen i was in bishan ite. the guys ordred big breakfast. haha...shafik and karim is funny fwens. haha..we talked about the fries and the cukoo. lols. super milo karim have. curly. haha..cant stop laughing abt it. now i noe hows the "TADPOLES" smells..haha...eeewww...yucks...
Didnt wen straight home today. accompany bf fer while ard my area. yah. i treasure him now even i trust him only 90%. he's a nice bf and super caring.(psst, jgn kembang eh!) not about the thang u bought fer me i says you nice. but you are really nice and a noty bf.. haha..lols...
March holidays jus next week. i really hope my hols are fun and great as well. spent hols wisely and dont ferget. i haf project to do. mebbe sha and pames goin out with me to the library at toa payoh. i jus need to saved money from now on...cant spent on the things that not really inportant.."hopefully"..heh heh. there's alots of things that im goin to buy on my mind. stress. its all abt money3..haha..im still seeking fer a part time job. i cant spent on over my own budget. i need to do my own basic personal finance like my mum do. its better to starts from now on so its easier for my future i noe how to aside my finance on it. heh heh. luckily i learnt BPF..helped me alots. yah.
Thursday, March 17, 2005
boohoohoo. im still sick and havent fully recovered. Been 3 days alredy. supposely today im still on mc but i still go to school because i need to finish up my workpiece. yah..
school today as usual and i had done my 1st project..hehhe..im so happie..super happie plus i get a new adidas watch im dreaming to own one..heh heh..bf bought me a adidas watch. im so happy. really. that what i had dreaming to have. wen i passes by the metro, i will stopped and take a look at the watch and alwys telling myself wen i can get it one day? and how i have it..happie todae but its too expensive to me and i cant accept it at the first place...nk tknk still to accpt it..yah..thnks so much...that's why im so happy todae in sch even im sick i still have energy to laugh and ur face really cute wen i tried to pull ur gotty hair...haha..cant stop laughing when im thinking of it and u asking me to stopped..but kene thn so dat i wont hurt you..heh heh...
next time no expensive thing for me if you wants me to accept ur gift...
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
sorry peeps....sick and tired today. wait till tml fer new post. thnks.
Monday, March 14, 2005
nowadays im craving everthing about foods..chocolates, cookies, rocky road ice cream, sate, tulang, chocolates brownies with fudge on it, oreo flap, thosai at komala vilas with tea tarik...arghh..im drooling...sulp....
*stop ur thinking kay..i know what in sum of your mind right now..im not okay...
Monday as usual end school at 5.oo. Start new practical about grinding. Herman was explaining about grinding and he talked so slow and the fan under maintenance and its so hot and im tired and im in pain and im sleppy...i really wished we start the practical today but no he wanted us to clean the workshop. whole workshop so did the otha class also participate in it. having a great time cleaning up the workshop even thou im damn tired. haahaa....
*blue black bruises....
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Life aint that perfect.yah. i'm so sicked and tired of rising this journey as my life routine when im bored to the core. update, watever in my mind. so i just update and update and bla bla bla...haix. i might seemed happy. But does anyone knows what i really feels inside me? im a good pretender right.
I have a good mood today. can sae hardworking for today only. went to shop. washed my busu clothes, my dustcoat and my younger sis school shoes using my own hand. no washing machine. complaint to ibu that my leg aching because i was squating down too long inside the toilet and she's in the kitchen says "pakailah, washing machine." heh heh...continue to do my job. im having so much fun in the toilet playing the bubblesssss and wet myself..wee...im alergic to chemical and watever with it and my palm started to dry. i try many ways to get my hands soft and even ayah bought me a mosturizer lotion for me. "anak dare skrg buat keje sikit tak bole. itulah inilah..." says ibu...heh heh...love u ibu, ayah...
bloated stomach. Ibu made for us mutton chop i simply lurvin it watever she cook. i really wish im a gd housewife, mother and a great cooker like her in the future. heh heh. amin. im craving fer more. nowadays im craving for more foods. Gaining more weight and fats in me. fat stomach, fat chin and fats everywhere in my body. haix. i think i need to control myself about foods butttttttt i simply can't. i loves to eat. Ibu always remind me " ckp nk diet?..."and i jus smile to her and dig in. heh heh. But i now i need to control myself. i dunwant to be fat later people starts to give judge on me. i really hope i still look the same old fauziah and what i ate easily burn the fats in me. i always forget to do my sit ups...haix...mebbe im stress of sumthing or im happy dats why i eat more...*grin*
. craving more chocolates...
Yesterday, a nice day fer me with him. yeps. heh heh..sorry wad i had did to you but i like dat. *noty grin* thnks fer bein my side yesterday. appreciates it so much even u r sick u still there fer me. You really makes me happy yesterday..yah...love ya so much..btw u look great yesterday. i prefer u wif home clothes looks more maturity den sch uniform.
After meeting him and he sent me home went to see huda under my void deck. Have a nice chat with her fer awhile nid to be home at 10 plus. makes fwen with uncle bangla he ask us fer a number fer his toto and he tells us about this family in bangla and his job in singapore. $800 for a month can i survive with it wen i have my own family? duh, of course not. pay bills, foods expenses, transportation and children expenses with $8oo fer a month in singapore...isnt dat so pity? wish huda success to win faz heart...heh heh..wish all the best to her besty...
: craving fer chocolates....yummy.....
Thursday, March 10, 2005
Hie peeps..heh heh..guess wad? im bored again. Bored . bored . bored . heh heh. really. sch ended early today at 1115. in workshop there's nuthing to do abt and jus listening to karim MP3 there's the only way to occupied myself getting bored. hak! and im having a stomach cramp and i doesnt mood to cheer myself and im hungryyy even i have taken my food. ijal worried abt me and keep asking whether im ok...told him umpteen times dat im ok! he keeps pestering me. but im not pissed off. Karim had a fever jus now. heh heh..kecian see his pathetic face.
didnt went straight home today. ijal and me went to playrgd nearby my estate. chilling for awhile cause theres nuthing to do went we both get home. so i accompny darl fer awhile and we jus chat. heh heh. miss ya kisses. more kisses nxt tym please?
arghh..im having a stomach cramp. is like turn on and off and its so fucking irritating. can its jus turn on or off all d way without annoying me this painfulness. mebbe due my irregular menses im having a great2 cramps...im happy today im having my flows. not so worried abt it even irregular.=p
im craving a chocolate brownies with chocolate fudge topping and chocalate or oreo flap drink frm cafe galilee at civic lib and one last thing drinks frm starbucks .hmm..yummy. wish sumone treat me again..hahaha...cus now i nid to save money to buy lotsa things and went im goin out with ijal. march holidays are coming soon to money to me important went goin out with him and friends.how i wish i can gets money easily drp frm the skies...hehehhe....
*craving for chocolates brownies and drinks...
loneliness
I'm sitting here thinkin' about
How I'm gonna do without
You around in my life
And how am I gon' get by
Ain't got no days, just lonely nights
If you want the truth, well girl I'm not alright
Feel out of place, and out of time
I think I'm gonna lose my mind
Chorus:
So tell me how you feel (I'm lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (I think of you)
I'm sitting here thinkin' about
How I'm gonna do without
You around in my life
And how am I gon' get by
Ain't got no days, just lonely nights
If you want the truth, well girl I'm not alright
Feel out of place, and out of time
I think I'm gonna lose my mind
Chorus:
So tell me how you feel (I'm lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (I think of you)
Baby still (you only)
Do you dream of me at night (It's like I dream you all the time)
so lonely
Do you dream of me at night (It's like I dream you all the time)
so lonely
Oh let me tell you how it feels (It's like everday I die)
Wish I was dreamin' but it's real (When I open up my eyes)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (And don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again
i miss your face, I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here, it's clear to see
If there ain't no you, God knows there aint no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I can't have you in my life
Chorus
*heh nuthing to do...
Wish I was dreamin' but it's real (When I open up my eyes)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (And don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again
i miss your face, I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here, it's clear to see
If there ain't no you, God knows there aint no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I can't have you in my life
Chorus
*heh nuthing to do...
Monday, March 07, 2005
Today in sch much of slacking. kinda bored. bored to the core. theory and practical there's nuthing much to do. all i do is jus slacking. yepp...im happy i had done all my 6 workpiece. yah...gee...
this wednesday im having a theory test. open book test. surely difficult. hopefully the test quite easy and i can make it. revision...arghh! such a long time i nvr had a test since i was in bishan ite. hahaha..."test" dat every student hate it the most. =P
wish me all d best.
Sunday, March 06, 2005
Hie, peeps..gd aftanoon..im bored to d core..ahakz...im alwys getting bored..trying myself to get occupied so dat i wont feels the lamest in myself.
yesterday, went cwp wif ibu and ika..pay bills and wndow shopping. ask ibu to rent a book but she refused and i keep pestering her so dat i wont get bored in school and at home. hehee..she's d one who enter to d bookseller shop. so, i dun give a miss and i rent a book "the wedding day" cost $13...hehee...yea, get a book for myslf...=)
we went to cold storage to buy pancake. yea, i ask my mum to buy flower...damn, ibu refused to buy...arghhh....she said expensive...not worth it. alah, nvm. can but it using my money..i like one of the flwer...the colour really nice...hehhee...$3.50...hahhaa...expensive ker???
i really wish one day my dad bring us to cameron highland. i heard dat the nature over there really nice and peaceful...yea..insyaallah...
Saturday, March 05, 2005
GEMINI WOMAN
A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word "Love" because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters.
She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature.
She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly an comfortably.
She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman.
She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a "Charm" for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend. She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor ,so her love life can be complex or a mess.
She could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will not lie.
She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer.
Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally.
*well, some is true abt me..not all..i need faezah to read this..she's a gemini too....
im a bit pissed off to myself...yah...im a hyper sensitive and watever with it... i hate people telling me this and that about myself. i know myself and i dont need people to tell me who i am...if u ppl cant stand me anymore jus fuck of my life. i wont give any trouble to u. get to noe my attitude first den its up to u to get to noe me in person. Only my closer fwens and family noe who i am....
we cant judge people from outside....listening to others are not d same. Words can hurt me. im a hypersensitive so any words r spoken or watsoever i can gets hurt easily...remember hypersensitive...but people intend to take advantage on me like my own best fwen...ahhaa...i dun mind she's using me and watsoever but i noe she's will finds me wen she's nid help...
i get to noe frm net dat a sensitive person a soft hearted person and can gets easily hurt...yah, i can be different today and can be different tomorrow...
change my skins yesterday...really damn tired one whole day..d first person to check it out my new skin is haikal...hahaha...he ask me to upload his pic...hahhaa....hope u peeps lioke it...give comments too...
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
hola hola....thnks peeps still link to my blog...sorry fer not updating...busy lar...heh heh no time fer updating...arghh, i wanted to change my skin but d one i searching fer cant get it...arghh...nvm...if i have a longer time and a longer day i will searching fer d skin yah...tgu jer laa..heh heh...
i saw huda today at yio chu kang mrt...i miss her so much..yepps...we didnt have a longer time to chat wif each otha...gee....hope, she will call me...
went to town afta sch wif bie..take his trouser...yepps...hhhaaa...sorry darls bt jus now...heh heh...mebbe next time...slh place lar...heh heh..u r so notty eh...hahhaa....*blushing*
u noe wad girls???
Fitri, frm ite bishan d cousellor msg me jus now...wow, such a long time we didnt contact each otha...in sch we didnt talk to ech otha about the incident...heh heh...he ask me why we lost contact and he say my fault and in sch i didnt care to look at his face..ahahaa....wei, dier dah action...dah keje kater kan dah pakai bill....heh heh...he miss me..ahakz....i ask him abt dat slut emilia ( heck, i ferget her name lar)...she also dah lost contact...
well, today i saw my old fwens... hehe....cool...=)
hey, do u girls noe where can i get a lotsa kinds of flowers??? where can i buy it??? i want to keep my room...heh heh..miss those days...haish...received flowers frm sumone...heh heh...yea, i miss those days...=(
yesterday, 2.4 kinda suck to d max due to the weather...hot and stuffy and sweaty and smelly...ahaha...i dun even care sha and pames see my body..hahaa...changed infront of dem includin dem too....our shamefullness we put a side all we wanted are air, cool air to cool our body...heh heh...ahahhaa...sexy sha...her panties...fuh hoo...ader lace...hahahaa....mcm mak2 punyer....hahaha...lols........
