Saturday, February 12, 2005
im stress this days. arGh, i dunno wad to do. i becoming a bad girl. i hurts people feeling everday. im so bad, bad , bad , bad girl. my mom didnt teach me this. she's will totally upset about me if i tell her my problem. im sorry mom..i didnt listening to you. but, otha thinks im right but otha thinks im wrong. with ones??? i scare i cant hold it animore. i didnt means to hurt this 2 guys who had entered my life and cherish me. but, i alwys hurt dem esp one of this 2 guy i known.
which ones will i choose???
which ones is really that i loves???
which ones is really fer me???
i dunno which ones to chose...
my sis ask me to double cross dem..
timer...
im not dat sort of person...
wad she says is right...
if i chose one of dem...
i will regret...
both r gd to me...
both r nice to me...
both i like..
im sorry, 19 wants to me meet..he got a surprised fer me..i cant meet him...he told me last min...and of course i cant meet him cause i have a date today with 17...he asked me out and i ned to pass his mp3...19 have a surprise fer me dat he bought fer me yesterday and he ferget to tell me...and he scared the thing will spoilt...i ask him to give to his sib and mom but he say dat surprise meant fer me no othas...arghh...i promised 17 to meet him tody...and i break again 19 heart again and again...im confused right now...which ones shud i chose???timer??? no please...
i will hurt 2 feeling and my feeling too....and now one 18 guy had crush on me..but he had hurt my feelings yesterday...and he feels bad abt it...had sent me apology msg many times until i had to switch off my hp...please ray me a light and shown me a right way...
