Saturday, February 26, 2005
im feeling down and a lil emo here...hehe...yah..every human must have d same feels like me. i dunno why i had this feeling...yepps..mebbe due to d weather outside. raining or d msg he send me and i misunderstood the msg...hahhaa....
i noe im not a gd girl fer him and i asking him to finds otha girls dat betta den me. i didnt treat him so well and i still remember d day he was angry wif me cos i ignoring him and i asking him why looking at me and i shift away sat beside joshua. i dunno wheather joshua and me touching each otha cos i used to closed to him cus we r same group and we shared each otha problem... suddenly i saw him standing and walk away wif his angry face..oh no...and i ask my fwens wad happen to him and haikal told me its my fault..oh god, wad had i done this time round...im about to cry at his locker wen im asking him...he jus say "nuthing" if "nuthing" why he react dat way..and i keep pestering him to tell me wads wrong...he tell me not too closed to joshua and jdn main darah...hahaha..now i noe he gets jealous....i noe d meaning why he do dats...on the day i didnt talk much jus laying my head at the table...he asking me why...i jus shake my head and he rub my neck...i like him do dat..feels so pamper excive im a small baby been pamper...and jus now i ask him to find otha great girls out there but he say he dont wanna love me...erms, can i bear to lose him??? my ans is no.....
He a greatest guy i noe...a caring person and a passionate man...i like everything he do...yah...i feels like im a baby...really..thnks darlx..i really appreciate wad u do...and i try my best d one thing from me...hahaha.....
