Friday, January 21, 2005
Yesterday, im having a great time talking to him. yupx. we talked thru d phone till morning.This is my first time im talking to the fone long hours that i never expected. ya...=) we shared everything, interest, hobbies, foods, expectation and lotsa more. We have the same thinking and views...i means all same..dislike and likes...everything...*gwad* izit, this a present from god? hopefully. He makes me crazie all the times...ya ya ya...*grins*[recalled back]*grins*....
Hey, i really hates this...shit...how can i talk about my past to him? shit...he likes that and keeps saying thank you and wateva...i hates to recalled my past but he makes me to...*i wished i can turn back the clock and shut my farking mouth* Erghh....@#$#$%^%$^$@........and i never expected him to say those words yesterday...shit..please..tell me this is just a dream and fantasy..arghh..i hate it...i hate this thigy farking feeling...he confessed his feeling to me and i started *heart beats running faster* to feels cold suddenly...what shud i say to him??? he wants the answer but i dunnoe and i started to be retarted...*i dunno wad to say..i dunno wad to say*..i say thank you...hhahaha...he laffing over dere...shit...
i dunwan to start it again..im afraid.....
*confused and dazed*
