Tuesday, January 30, 2007
change new url
http://my-secretgraden.blogspot.com
Monday, January 29, 2007
changing new blog and add.
the new one and not this kental add.
just wait okay!
bye.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
i hate you lied to me. everything... dont pretend you dont know ---. i hate you. really. why i sucha dumb and doesnt know you been lying to me all this while. you want my trust back but see whad you had done. if you doesnt want me to get sad or whatever shit thad may concern you about me please lah be truth to me. you wanted my trust like last last time we first met but see whad you had done. ok! i had enough of everything shit came out from you mouth. pandai2 you lah to give a common sense explanation. and good luck!!!
its 1.07 in the morning and i cant sleep. been sleeping lately thru out this month. nothing to do and finding a new skin for my blog but nothing interested. baby working. i cant wait he to get home and talk on the phone. quiet background and in peace to hear around 4 plus. tomorrow i'm going out with baby but still yet to decide.
ps: thanks for the sweetness of you the delifrance bread. its load sum and i just ask for one bread not four. and you know wads my favourite. tad's so sweet and i love you loads. i miss you tonight cant wait u to ring me. cant wait for tomorrow outing. miss you.
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Friday, January 26, 2007
suppa bored here.nothing to do. sib's gone to sch and work.no frens to talk to. mum and dad busy with ech otha.bf? hmm..he always busy.hellping his mum out to market lah to buy food lah. and whatever.biaser baru pindah umah kater kan. so he try to get used to his house and neighbourhood surrounding..its sucked when we getting closer. we alwys fight about some small thing.but im the spoilt ones who always find fault and tough to persuade and get easily annoying and get irritates by something thad its not pleasant hear or see. its ok u guys dont understand want meant. forget it.
i need $$$ but i dont want to work. i want to go shopping like my sis.buy new stuff for ownself. But im such a lazybum depends on bf $$$. dont get it wrong.monthsary he always bring me shopping and he dont mind spending his money to me. this month he bought for our 2yrs aniversary ring. such a darling.but me didnt appreciate it.i expect the nicer one and the one thad i see in the shop. but he bought the different one and he get scolding from me. and then both not happy. he aim for the other one then he bought the other one not the one thd we both like. the ring quite big to fit my finger nicely then we changed it and he tod to engraving it but i said jus forget it.we dont have time to wait.catching time to go city hall to celeb our 2yrs aniversary. you guys, shud try the chicken wings from Thai express. super delicious.
i started contact with the cute guy.he's my senior. but something about him and i cant tell you bloggers.
next week dad going back to Dubai.
FCUKING BORED HERE.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
for ur info to who may concern please stoppp checking me out or any shit thad got to do with me.if i said i had enuf and stop disturbing me or pestering me pleaaase stooppp!!!between us is nothing. fullstop!!!
ive been gone thru this shit and what ive i got? NOTHING!!!
all thad i got are thisss SHHIITT!!!
if you think i lied to you?just go ahead to think thad way BUt please think for this while...
i know if i tell you the truth you wont understand eventhou some problems u dont even understand how bout this big problem.i hate to hear all you harsh words so i better settled myself than rather shared with you.
you called me just to find fault with me.well, i told you let me think cos i noe if i say i want thad and u expect me to do the same ol shit.i dunt want. had enuf!!!
i wont gain any profit or loss to lost you.all this while i felt im single and lonely.
as well i better bein myself than be with you.i made many sacrifice and give in alwys and take every shit you given to me.still i can stand straight without any forgiveness.
im sorry if i hurt you with harsh words.i dont meant it.up to you. this is not revenge and nothing got to do with someone e;se.if you really think my sacrifices and all this while you will noe how i felt.But i noe u wont reallt really understand me.if god makes me whad i did to you. i will accept!
Thursday, December 28, 2006
check this out!!!!
its really fun!!!
http://www.gagirl.com/quiz/quiz.html
They come.They go.some leave an impact and some just say "HI" and then leave. some are true and some are pretend to be. some leave when times are hard and some stay with you. this friendship things, is totally unpredictable and weirld.
all so suck and sorrow.
my bored right now!!!
wtf!!!
i dont now wad to do.
been chatting but still
boredom strike me!!
went to vivo city today. just looking around but none caught my attention. wanted the guess wallet thad day but i dont see any thad i want. saw a new bag and i told my mum the bag cooler than the other one.not so bulkyjust acceptable and presentable and the price cheaper than the other ones thad my sis bought.
Bro bought a everlast watch and a short sleeve t-shirt. i just cant wait to make a new spect. dont knoe which brand shud i buy and along with the budget. mum said thad maybe next month my dad come to singapore not on april.i cant wait...dad bought for us something and everyone gets it. i misse my dad...i really hope i can go Dubai for shopping spree..
between me and this dumb ass gone like a wind. i cant be bothered anymore. life is so sucked!!! not my fault why shud i apologising him and tell him my secret. if he cant wait not my problem. everybody hates to be force by someone thad so pathetic idiotic asshole..not me breakup our friendship.as long as i noe my bf loves me. if he likes me he wont forced me. i dunt give any damn as long they dont disturb my life.dont just botherd interfering my life. whom im goin to chose with not anyone business.
Yesterday mit those idiotic. when home at 4. tired with thier talking lame shit. my apprearance none of thier business im not using any of thier welfare or any shit thad got to do with them. no used apologising stil they making a lame jokes thad they dont realise who are they. hAha.. let them be...
i cant wait to check out the prada bag tomorrow.nyehas!!! hopefully ibu likes it then she will buy it and then i can use it...
went to vivo city today. just looking around but none caught my attention. wanted the guess wallet thad day but i dont see any thad i want. saw a new bag and i told my mum the bag cooler than the other one.not so bulkyjust acceptable and presentable and the price cheaper than the other ones thad my sis bought.
Bro bought a everlast watch and a short sleeve t-shirt. i just cant wait to make a new spect. dont knoe which brand shud i buy and along with the budget. mum said thad maybe next month my dad come to singapore not on april.i cant wait...dad bought for us something and everyone gets it. i misse my dad...i really hope i can go Dubai for shopping spree..
between me and this dumb ass gone like a wind. i cant be bothered anymore. life is so sucked!!! not my fault why shud i apologising him and tell him my secret. if he cant wait not my problem. everybody hates to be force by someone thad so pathetic idiotic asshole..not me breakup our friendship.as long as i noe my bf loves me. if he likes me he wont forced me. i dunt give any damn as long they dont disturb my life.dont just botherd interfering my life. whom im goin to chose with not anyone business.
Yesterday mit those idiotic. when home at 4. tired with thier talking lame shit. my apprearance none of thier business im not using any of thier welfare or any shit thad got to do with them. no used apologising stil they making a lame jokes thad they dont realise who are they. hAha.. let them be...
i cant wait to check out the prada bag tomorrow.nyehas!!! hopefully ibu likes it then she will buy it and then i can use it...
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
boredom strikes me!
fcuking bored at home.im the person who always stuck at home doing fcuking nothing. except when ijal around or his off day we would gone out going shopping or watch movie or gone to the lib.i dont have any closes friends since i got hitch with this irriatin guy who loves control my life. going out only with my work friends or ex classmates.
next month maybe going out with izzat having dinner outside.but i dont think ijal wud allowing me to see him.but i really wanted to go out with him like the past. having fun together and the smell of his hair turn me on. haha.
next month i got a new spect. i cant wait and cum along with new contct lens. i cant wait! yeeehas!!!
went to causeway point today watched Night in the museum with ijal. the show really great and worth to catch and the seat filling fast. maybe next we gonna catch the golden flower.
Bored today.
life like hell.
So fucked tup.
Argh!!!
